a message

source : www.allkpop.com

Although none of the Super Junior members have publicly spoken up about the situation between SM Entertainment and their Chinese member Hankyung, it seems like they do know what’s going on and they miss him dearly.

On the 28th, Heechul updated one of the photo albums on his minihompy with a anime picture and a long poetic caption. He wrote:

There is a friend of mine.

The friend’s Korean isn’t the best but he’s amazing at Chinese
This friend’s singing is alright but he is really good at dancing
I like cats and this friend likes dogs
I can’t cook but this friend is good at cooking
I always cursed but this friend always laughed

But..
Now that time has passed, I never did anything good for him kk
It’s making me sorry..
When he was next to me, I never did anything nice to him kk

I don’t self-pity myself usually..
I think I’m just drunk which is why I’m crying kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

It’s a special and sacred thing to have someone beside you
Though I grew up, I never realized that

But
A lot later….Now I know.. Wow..kkkk

There’s a reason why you should appreciate what you have

Saying “I miss him” is a phrase I can use now. (-┏)

The tears that never came out when I filmed sad scenes
Are coming down painfully now.

It sure seems like he’s going through a hard time. He doesn’t fully say it is Hankyung he is talking about but honestly, who else could it be?

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haahh , this problem could be the worst thing that super junior has through it.. loosing their 2 members is really really a big problem and a big miserable, hope it can't be true..

by the way, I love heechul's new blond hair, he looks like a doll, ehehehe..

just one word and that's all

well, 26 April 2010 could be the most memorable day in my life and that's only one word which already changed my life..
"GRADUATE" yeaaaahhh ! I've finished my high school ~
every time I look that paper and read that word, I feel so great ! this word makes me have to step to another phase of my life. college.. haaahh..
this two years passed so quickly..
I also got nice score from my national examination, 53,5 from 60,0 , not so bad isn't it ? ehehehee
Indonesia Language : 8,60
English Language : 9,60
Math : 9,25
Physic : 8,75
Chemistry : 9,25
Biology : 8,00
although that day was a happy day, my body can't celebrate it.. because I've got bad flu, headache, and also a little sore throat, damn.. what a great combo ! hahaaa..
well, I hope I can do my best for the future and quickly get soon, :) bye all ~

the party was over

the party was over, but the fun still leave ! yeepp, yesterday was my prom day..
it held in Novotel Balikpapan at 7 pm - 12pm.. I came a little bit late, cause I started prepare anything at 6 pm, ehehee.. I did my basic make up, just powder, blush on, eyeliner,mascara, and lip gloss.. and not forget to coloring my nail with black nail polish..

I don't really prepare for this prom and don't have any special theme for my costume, but I just wanna look as me, so I chose black color for my costume, and here my look form hair to toe, ehehehee...

total look, a little bit gothic, huh ? ahahahaaa.. Idts (I don't think so)

and here some photos that I took at the party..

with ibech as the committee of this prom
and I also went to backstage and taraaaa..
I took photo with dave, randolf, and also eky as mc for this prom ! (good hob ky !)


ibhe - me - dave


ibhe - me - randolf


me - eky
(uhh, the flash makes my face look so whitee, poor eky.. ahahaha, he looks darker than usual , ahahahaaa)

and now with acapella : (to : all acapella "you guys look so great that night, you look better than our senior from axel.. love you guys, eheheheeee)

with accapella (miss devi, liny, and boys)
and I personally love venny's dress, feminine and cute..


me, tata, lisa


me - deris
ahh... I really like this photo.. ahahahahaaaa (not because the man, but still he was a great leader for our class, hay bang der, ahahaaa)


me-diana
I assume this picture as a picture of celebrity (me) who takes photo with her fans (diana), ahahahaaa.. peacee !

and the last of acapella :
all of us..

eheheee....

that's all my report about this memorable prom, I really wanna spent this prom with my all 11 grade friends, but I never regret being in smansa and acceleration ! that was really really a nice memory ! thanks all guys, never forget, always keep in touch, muacchhh, xoxo !

Love is not a single line

I couldn't find someone to tell them the loneliness in my heart.
I couldn't find someone to understand being afraid of darkness is a torture.
I couldn't find the one I am destined to be with.
A lot of people is like me, living all alone by themselves.

Love only has simple strokes yet it's still more complex than you imagined.
Steadily love changes.
I have loved a few people and have been loved so many times yet I still can't keep hold of the happiness.

Love cannot be counted? But why do I still believe that it's not a lonesome knight.
I am waiting for one person, waiting for my eternity,
to tell me that 'love is not a lone walk; don't be afraid.

I can't use up all the freedom around me.
I am starting to be scared that being alone is a curse.
Everybody envies me flying freely but how come in the end they would rather return to the shackles called love?

I am waiting for one person, waiting for my eternity, to tell me that 'love is not a lone walk so believe her.'

by alan luo

sindrom atau pengecut ?

untuk post kali ini, rasanya lebih tepat dituliskan dalam bahasa negara sendiri.
sindrom ? pengecut ? cuma gundah ? ga ngerti kata apa yang tepat buat gue sekarang.
kalo ada lagu judulnya "high school never end" itu cuma penghiburan diri buat gue, faktanya high school must be end.
sekarang ga bakal sama kayak zaman sma nanti.
ga tau kenapa, semakin dekat dengan waktu dimana gue harus flying ke negeri malay sana buat study, perasaan, suasana, hati, pikiran, sampe-sampe badan pun ikutan kacau !
kata orang ini sindrom buat semuanya yang mau study ke luar buat pertama kali. Tapi gue malah ngasumsi kalo itu bukan sindrom tapi pengecut ! kayak sekarang ini nih..
gue jadi takut sama semuaaaanyaaa.. takut sekolahnya ga lancar, takut salah bergaul, takut sendirian di sana, yang paling gila takut ngadepin bulan juni nanti (bulan gue berangkat),
padahal pas kemarin-kemarin pengen banget cepat-cepat pergi kuliah,
sekarang malah sangat ragu-ragu sama keputusan yang udah gue ambil mana tiket semua sudah beres, kuliah juga udah bayar..
apa ini karena faktor umur ? gue belum cukup jadi seorang colleger ? atau emang guenya aja yang pengecut plus plinplan ?
ahhh kacau.. meriang-meriang juga nih badan, stress ? absolutely.. kurus? little (yihaaa)
Ya Tuhan, bantu aku buat ngumpulin kepercayaan diri sama keberanian lagi.. moga-moga ga bikin kecewa orangtua yang udah biayain kuliah..
haaahhh....................................................................

BFF

my review :

BFF, not usually means as best friend forever but in this post I called it as "Bitch Friend Forever"
best friend forever for me kinda a boring thing. hang out, chat, watching cinema, sleepover, and another regular activity..
maybe not so bad but bitch friend forever is an enticing thing !
blake lively and leighton meester are the best BFF...
play dangerous game, blasted each other, but shared anything seem so fun
they called themself the bitchest girl in manhattan (not something like prostitute) !
and their fashion, I just so adore them, ahahahaa..

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recently
hearing : Lee Hyori - Swing
playing : jojo fashion 2
eating : mushroom cream soup
drinking : mineral water
watching : gossip girl 3 and antm cycle 11

" Gossip Girl here your one and only source into the scandalous lives of Manhatten's elite"

gossip girl always be a loved tv show for teens all of the world . great plots, awesome casts, and also stunning fashions ! I've watched first and second season of gossip girl and now I am watching the third one.
more complicated story makes this series more interesting and I am in love with this series !

the plot was unpredictable, but I love a cast named chuck bass and blair waldorf. they are couple at that series.

chuck bass is a 20th man who is the riches man in manhattan, and blair waldorf is a 19th girl who is a daughter from a famous designer elanor waldorf and who also a queen in their high school. they always arguing but actually a sweet couple, love both of them

anyway, this 3rd season is about college not high school anymore, they more mature than 2nd season..

and I really suggest you to watch this series, always lovable !

" And who am I? That's another secret I'll never tell. You know you love me. xoxo Gossip Girl "